Wellness Wednesday: What Motivates You?

When I first became an author, I wanted to be rich and famous. There was this hurt little girl living inside of me who needed to be accepted and have her existence validated on a daily basis. I struggled with not being the center of attention, and I often lived in a world of drama I created for myself. This is what happens when trauma isn’t healed. At least, that’s been my experience.

The more I focused on therapy and healing my wounds, the more I realized I didn’t need people to admire me. In fact, too much attention is uncomfortable for me now. I like being authentic, honest, and comfortable with who I am growing into. Needless to say, my motivation for writing has changed, and what used to drive me (this incessant desire to succeed) no longer serves me.

Today, I write for the purpose of helping people. I want to honor God with every word I type, and in doing so, show people the power of healing. Writing is no longer a means to an end. It is a gift God gave me to share with others. I do hope to make a living from it, but I no longer need validation to exist.

What motivates you today, friend?